I c NotHing BuT LiNK pOINtS!!!!!!!!!

Our life is so full of freebies.....who saes there is no free lunch in this world......for every dollar u spent.......u must certainly expect something in return....be it a freebie....or the most popular....POINTS. Everyone is offering them......be it Petrol companies......credit cards...teleco...retail.....ntuc......etc. It seems almost ridiculous now not to expect someting in return for spendin ur well earned money. I find the situation so bad tt it is affecting my shoppin habits. Now i tink of where to shop to get most points, wat items to buy to get most points n the payment mode to get most points.......it is scary........eating into my greed.......HELP!!!!






Nostalgia

When u've decide to let someting go...........can u actually give up everyting? When u delete someting frm ur comp, it remains in ur recycle bin. When u empty ur recycle bin, there will still be an image, a shadow that professionals can recover. I guess it is the same in the human brain. (There's always that one person that will always have your heart - My Boo) Try as I might, I guess there is this person I simply cant forget. Try as i might to bury her in the depths of my heart, only for her to reappear in my dreams. Her features so distinct, her mannerism frighteningly familiar. When I pass by places we've been before, the emotions still seem to linger around. Time will dilute everyting.......dilute yes...........but remove? hmm.....not possible.






Inferiority Complex

Talk abt confidence. I find it kinda lacking in me. Probably becos i'm too normal? Nuting special or distinctive abt me.......Nuting i can do particularly well or can show off to my frens n loved ones? I've never aimed to be the best in life.......onli aimed for above average....even when i m close to being the finest......dunno y i will always tink that i'll never be as gd as the guy (or gal) at the top. I strive to be special or even super but cant help staying normal. M i gonna spend my life as yet another unknown, faceless human being coursing thru the journey of time? Or m I goin to direct the new chapters in the history bks of the future?






Food Glorious Food!

Betcha gonna c lots of tots about food in this blog. Cos i simply luuurrrvvve eating. I'm those kind of live to eat pple. I eat almost any food (including fried crickets). Yum! But kinda hate 'xiang gu' (direct translation: fragrant mushroom) cos i tink it stinks........haha. Had a tropical fruit happy hour yest. There were DURIANS there. YEeeeSShHH! DURIANS!!!!! n 6 bAsKETs FuLL summore. Of cos......i ate so much tt i almost puked. The feelin is quite weird...... like the stomach lining is goin to burst but my mouth cant stop. Trust me......my mouth was controllin my brain at tt moment. Actually, I wonder y human like me wld spend so much on good food. I mean the taste part only last the few seconds that it spend while passing through the mouth. The oesophagus cant feel anyting.......the stomach only feels full.....n of cos.......the intestines contribute nuting. So y spend so much on expensive food like abalone, sharks' fin etc when it ends up as the similar simple substances in the end. My conclusion:
THE MOUTH IS THE REAL "THINKIN" ORGAN ON HUMAN, not the brain. lolx.









cute huh? my background for my hp






The reason

So y exactly did i decide to start to blog? I am none the wiser myself. I had urges to blog looonnngg way b4 bloggin actually became popular. Didnt start maybi cos i m waayyy too lazy n dumb to bother to find out how to. Guess wat stimulated me to start this is not becos i want to share my opinion wif the whole world, not becos i wanna get famous or infamous n definitely not becos i wanna improve my english (if tt was possible in the 1st place), it was prob becos there is realli too much tots in my head........too much feelings, emotions, ideas cluttering up my whole body....so much tt i talk in my sleep....as though those thoughts were tryin to escape while i let my guard down, simply have to release them b4 i explode. I'm also interested to find out how long i cld sustain this new interest. Figured out recently that I'm not as determined as I tink i m (no hand........dont pick up that choc......no hand......dont bring it to my mouth...........nooooo mouth.......dont chew........noooo dont swallow......NooOOoo). Yeah....so thats that.






the start of a new universe

I wonder how much impact each decision has on the world. If the chaos theory applies........ the start of this blog could very well change the course of my destiny........if there is a destiny path in the 1st place.